Second Post: Tori's Technology Stuff

 

Technology is a big part of my life, even though I’m not very good with it sometimes. I think if I would've grown up twenty years earlier I would've been a lot more stressed out. I don't really like confrontation and arguing with people makes me sick. so most of the time, if I’m upset with someone I try and wait it out, you know I’m really upset if I go out of my way to bring it up or talk it out. And when I do talk with them about it I do it over text - which seems cowardly as I type it out, but this way I can think out my responses and minimize the anger in my words. This probably doesn't work, and I really should work on talking face to face.

 

Anyways, so if I had been born twenty years earlier for one I could've been born in a time with much cooler music and my vinyl collection would be better. For this reason alone being born twenty years earlier would be great. Even though now i don't have to buy a whole album for just one song. But on the other hand, referring to my previous statement, I would be in a constant state of anxiety (even though let’s be honest, I am anyways) and I would probably be a lot more reserved just to avoid the confrontation. The friendships I have now are pretty great.

 

Twenty years ago without the technology would be cool. Yeah that's weird. But sometimes it kinda bothers me that I can just Google something and it comes up, or that I can spend all day watching Netflix and not accomplish a damn thing. Technology at my fingertips is great and it does make life easier, but it makes me feel lazy too. Yeah, yeah if I want to do stuff I should get up and do it. I hear you.

 

I don't really know which one I would prefer, I don't ever really think of things like that, never saw a reason to. Music back then and figuring things out would be cool- except I would fail math, but I guess I’d have to choose now. I’ll work on the talking things out deal and try to not be such a spaz.