Blog Post 6: Isabel Bandoroff

Writing prompts:
1. What scares you the most? Dying? Failing?
2. What is the most effective way to help developing nations and impoverished people? Is it financial aid? Mission work? Care packages? Governmental reform? What is the best way to help? - or should we even help at all?
3. Do you think the college process is fair, or are we held to standards and expectations that are way too high?

I will admit that I am choosing the easiest of my questions to answer, I'm on a time budget and questions 2 and 3 I could write about for days and it wouldn't be fair to short them. So what scares me the most? While for some people it is dying themselves or not being successful or being raped or attack by spiders - not me. The sole thing on this earth that terrifies me to my core is the people I love dying. Losing my mom, my dad, my sister, my brother, my boyfriend, my best friends. I think if any of those people left the earth forever then I would suffocate, each of them keep me sane and I need and love all of them. Im not afraid of dying because it's out of my control. But having experienced losing a friend, your mind begins to wonder if it was your fault, if you could've helped or saved them. Just thinking about one of the people I love leaving me forever makes my stomach drop and my muscles lose all strength. I have nightmares and anxiety attacks about this, it is definitely my greatest fear and if I had an evil arch nemeses, it's about the only thing they could use against me.