fears- not being good enough, not even just with my studies, I just have this underlying fear that one day everyone is going to wake up and wonder why they're still here. I'm also terrified of failing, disappointing people.
annoyances- repetitiveness. my brothers like to knock relentlessly until I can actually get to the door, or they continually call my name until I'm standing in front of them because my voice doesn't carry through the house. people doing something and not returning the object to its original state: LIKE LEAVING THE CABINET DOORS OPEN.
accomplishments- keeping promises, even if they are a little late sometimes. being there for people when they ask me to be.
confusions- why do people do things they know will hurt others?
sorrows- I wear my emotions on my sleeve, and I cry at everything. motivation, sometimes the only motivation to leave my room is food.
dreams- to make people happy. I want to do something and make someone's life better
idiosyncrasies- music, Chuck Taylors, harry potter
risks- I don't really have any?
beloved possessions- my books, music, my collections of stuffed animals...
problems- again with the cant control emotions thing..
"I got your love letters, corrected the grammar and sent them back." (Fall Out Boy lyric if you were wondering).. I love finding little phrases like this in music, just one liners that either make me smile, or scream hell yeah! because if you think about it, one person, or a few persons, wrote a song that lasts, on average, about five minutes. and people from all over the world hear it, and it resonates differently with each one of them. DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING COOL THAT IS??? anyways, so yeah. music is kind of my favorite, and sometimes I just spend entire days on YouTube finding new bands and new songs I like (again with the I don't like to leave my room thing...). but this also connects with my I want to make something that makes someone happy, cause I know no matter what I'm feeling there's always that one song I can listen to and I just smile and relax. so yes. music.
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